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Today is Wednesday. That mean i go to church, now i never go to my kids church group on wednesdays because all the kids that are in it judge you and if you dont go to that group like every wednesday they basically hate you. gooood church huuh? So i finalllly found the church that i LOVE that myy friend goes too. but since it looks a little old and nasty (even though its not on the inside) my parents wont let me go. so yeah now all night ill be studying for a so called test i dont have, everytime i dont have homework my mom makes me study for something. and if i dont she will take everything i own away. awesome people to ive with, riggght? But any ways, so I HATE THIS FAMILY. sorry guys had to let that out. i dont like reallly HATE my family but you know today i do. alot and most days i do. but like its hard to explain. im trying not to sound like the most horrid people you ever heard. but like i just ALOT of emotion build up inside of me that i need to get out, very badly. but im leaving before i get myself worked up again. CYA

-PEACE.

So guess what i did today after school, so after i did my homework of course i found like a secret room in my closet. its awesome. now its like my own little place. i know what your thinking, isnt that what bedrooms are for. but like this room is a room no one knows about, and i plan on not telling my parents i found it. the last blog about me and the guitar weeeelll my dad said he hasnt made up his mind. awesome. but im not in the mood to type that much, so cya.

-Peace and Blessing

Guitarrr. :)

So you know that soccer game i went to, well my sis scored alll the goals. so she was the star of the night. of course that would happen. :P but moving on, i asked my dad to let me get guitar lessons. then he asked me why im turning "dark". which is odd cause im NOT. im just me. very one has to put a fucking lable on someone. why cant i be ME? not a prep of a goth or a sporty girl, tomboy, band nerd. I mean everyone has to be something, and i dont like it. cause its not right. STOP JUDGING PEOPLE. word for the wise. Like this was my day today, so i got up, went to school, came home, home alone for like 4 hours. You know what i figured out.? well i like being alone, like dont get me wrong i loooooove my friends, but i also like that time where it me, myself and I. Oh and my ipod. :D but yeah that it. also i reeealllly hope my father lets me get a guitar. AHH ill give you that details on that lateeer. CYA.

-Peace & Blessing.

Cya.

Well im off to go to my other sister soccer game, the "perfect" child in the family. So i thought i would write one quick blog before i left. This blog brings me to talk about my sister a little bit, ok lets see, what can i say about her.? People say shes the pretty one, the smarter one, the more trustworthy one, and uhh yeah the PERFECT ONE. so i hope she falls in soccer. i would laugh. ;) just kidding guys i dont want my sister to get hurt- well anyone who has brothers or sister know what i mean. so cya. whoooa soccer.

-Peace and Blessing

<---haah thats greaat.

Silent.

Nothing is going good for me right now. Look i know what your thinking, "oh man, another one of those people who complain about their lifes." Well im here just to get out what i need to say, vent and have somewhere to show my emotions. So sorry if you dont like it, get over it and leave. ;) Read my first sentence over again, since thats happening im not talking, i havent said one word in like a mouth to my parents. Im pretty sure they think im mental. Why arent i talking, you may be asking yourself? Im not talking because everything i say to them, makes them more and more disappointed in me. I suck at school, im 15, im scared of love,  and my friends are all slowly fadding away. AWESOME. right? But sorry if i have any grammer mistakes or spelling, like i said i suck at school. I know its like 1 in a million to get people to read your blogs, but i still like to think people are. I will explain more tomorrow. Cya fellow blog readers.

-Peace and Blessing.